Singer Ariana Grande, now 25, posted a heartfelt message Friday about her ex-boyfriend and rapper Mac Miller, 26, who died a week ago of an apparent overdose .
"I adored you from the day I met you when I was nineteen and I always will. I can’t believe you aren’t here anymore."
i adored you from the day i met you when i was nineteen and i always will. i can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. i really can’t wrap my head around it. we talked about this. so many times. i’m so mad, i’m so sad i don’t know what to do. you were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else. i’m so sorry i couldn’t fix or take your pain away. i really wanted to. the kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved. i hope you’re okay now. rest.
The two split earlier this year. Grande is now engaged to Pete Davidson, a cast member on "Saturday Night Live."
"I really can’t wrap my head around it. We talked about this. So many times. I’m so mad, I’m so sad I don’t know what to do. You were my dearest friend. For so long. Above anything else." the singer wrote.
Grande also shared a video she recorded of Miller and her.
"I’m so sorry I couldn’t fix or take your pain away. I really wanted to."
A cause of death has not yet been determined, TMZ reports.